Doubter, Doubter

At one point or another, we have all doubted ourselves--that is, any avid Christian fervently seeking a growing relationship with God. Fact is, if there wasn't such an insecurity or doubt as to where we should be, then true worry should settle into your heart.

Follow your gut. God will lead you. Be driven by a passionate desire to daily grow in your relationship with your Father. Run toward Peace, and Peace will find you.

listen. heed.
desire. run.

Please allow me to come clean. I doubt myself all the time. Often time, my doubt is transpired by another's doubt in me. My biggest doubt, especially now at this point of approaching change, is that my life has been futile. I constantly wonder if I truly have made a difference. But I know that even if my life seems futile to me, even if it seems as though I have done nothing, that if I have truly sought God and have obeyed what I believed to be His call, then my life has served a purpose, even if it is only to grow and better myself.

There are times when we need to run after God harder. So run! Don't look back! If He is asking you to rid yourself of all baggage then do so! The "pain" of following God will surpass quicker than the pain of disobeying His call.

If you truly feel you are not where you need to be, then congratulations! You are being summoned by God because He wants more of you!

listen. don't hold back.
toss your luggage. and run!
run until you can run no further, and keep running!

GROWTH
It's painful when it happens, yet invaluable when all is said and done.

Don't look back; look ahead. Passionately run after Him.